Baby, let me hold you & cry in your arms for the last time. I dont wanna let go, for knowing if i've let go, we can only be friends. But so what if im still holing on? You'll still not be coming back.. I miss you, & i really do. What if im see you next time? Am i going to cry like i've always do so? How much i wish if im gonna see you next time, i can rush up to you, & hug you tightly. I dont wish for anything more, i just hope that, you can be true to me, for this once. Not lying to me & tell me that you dont love me at all anymore. & when i read your blog, i cried like some shit. I know i couldnt find someone like you anymore, not anyone can replce you in my heart. Someone whos so understanding, someone whos so forgiving, someone whos so willing to give up everything just for me, swollow up all those quarrel times to yourself rather than letting me cry, giving in to me in almost all the big & small quarrels, & alot alot more. So much more that i cant name them out. & baby, if you ask me how much i love you, its more than the forever & a day that you've promised me. Happiness is something that i cant give you anymore, plaster the smile on your face is more impossible. I hope you can live your life to the fullest, do your best in your studies, & for your A levels. I cannot give you anything, anymore, in the way you want. I hope you can find someone a 101 times better than me. I... will still be waiting, i promise. Rememeber, i'll do anything to make you happy, baby. Allow me to call you baby for this one last time, alright.. I love you